Update for the first time in awhile

Well today was crap. I don't know. I was just in a bad mood today. I don't know what got me mad, but for some reason after school I was just soo frustrated and pissed off. Hate being negative. I didn't want to try out for Urban Step because I was kinda nervous, but mainly cause I didn't know what the hell I was doing, but then I did anyways. It wasn't as bad as I thought but more on that later. Then I wanted to go to Kezar to watch All City and then people were just annoying me for some reason...sorry bout that. But I just got fed up cause I couldn't do anything I really wanted to and I was just so confused about what the hell I was doing. So I was mad about how i couldn't choreagraph at all to the music for Urban Step. I came up with 2 eight-counts with help from Lauren. Then at the auditions I was hella freaked cause I knew like less than half of the people in the room. Then a few of the earlier people were like they;re hella mean! So that just scared me even more. I also wasn't sure about the whole dance cause I had just learned it and I had no clue how much we actually had to free style. But when I went in it was ok. The Urban Step people were really nice and everything. Nothing mean about them. So suddenly all my freaking out earlier was stupid. So then they told me to tell Ashley when I wanted to start and I kinda just stood there for a few seconds cause I blanked out. Then I was just like screw it. And so the music played and I was like OK! I missed the first "GIRLS" thing and so I attempted to do something to the next emphasis, but I missed the timing by A LOT so I just looked hella stupid. Then I actually did the dance which went ok, but I screwed up a few times and found myself looking at the floor at times...I don't usually ever do that but eh o well. So then I free styled. Remembered exactly what I choregraphed, but I don't remember if I was even on beat. Then I had no clue when the music was gonna end so I just kept rolling and shaking my butt...hahaha! Then I was just got out of there and hung out at hip hop. Got a ride from Roger and now I'm home. I don't know why I'm so ticked off right now...o well. Bye!

*edit* Oops...it was Daniel, not Danielle who I went to the mall with. :-p

Hey! Well today and yesterday were pretty fun. THE WEEK IS FINALLY OVER!!! I have free time once again! So now I shall kinda sum up the week.

GOOD JOB DANCE PEOPLE!!! YAY!!!!

Well starting from Wednesday...we had the Wash meet and I ran the mile in the rain. Got 2nd place...to Lucy but oh well! 1st for Lowell, which is very unusual. And I matched my PR of 5:55.Yayness! Then I had to go back to school w/ Maritza and Latasha. Luckily we caught Latasha's mom and got a ride back to the dance rehearsal.

Thursday - Well it was track picture day and the finally dress rehearsal of the dance concert...soo I had to run back and forth between the auditorium and the soccer field atleast 4 times...sooo tiring! I hate stairs. So then I went home...hahah! not very exciting.

Yesterday was Kermesse and it was kinda boring...but I hung around. Had to go to 1/2, 6/7, 11/12, & 14/15, but oh wells! Walked around for awhile with Allen and didn't really fund anything to do. Then had to go to dance and Math and then went to Stonestown with Danielle and had to shop for some stuff....hella hard to find one that I liked. So then I saw Lauren and Rayna and we all went back to Lowell together. Then got ready for the dance show. Kept checking my face to make sure my makeup didn't die. Haha! Rush Hour was SOOO FUN! I loved dancing! I got so pumped up after that. Then Dance was ok...I hated my costume tho. I Will Survive was pretty fun too. Then the show was over...

Today...I woke up at 9:30, got ready, and went to track at 10. I ended up not doing the  full workout though because I was so tired and exhausted from this week. I CAN FINALLY REST NOW! So then I went home, took a shower, and took a nap. Then got ready and took the 29 to Lowell and got ready for the dance concert. Today I felt like I had less energy, but eh o well! I felt kinda stupid cause I exited and entered the stage 3 times during dance and I just kept moving from one group to another haha! The show was sooo fun tho! I love performing. So then after the show I saw Michael for the first time in 2 years! It was soo cool! So we caught up and hung around for a bit. Then I went to Pollyann's with Chris, my mom, Pierre, and my sister and got some ice cream. MMMM...Then we dropped off Chris at home. Now...I am back here. At home. I really feel like going out tho. oh well! I'm sleepy and I should sleep, but I'll be up for awhile.

Thanks to everyone who came to the dance concert! . Bye!